#8: Maybe humans should be more contented about their life.

So glad that he made the effort to come down to my work place yesterday to come and fetch me from work because he misses me so much. Despite me asking him to come he insist. I'm so fucking glad to call him mine. I'm sorry love, sorry for always getting moody, attitude you and cold reply you whenever I'm affected by the small things that happened around us. I really hope the same things wouldn't repeat itself. Thank you for always staying by my side. I want to last with you. I just hope this relationship will be the best I ever had. 

Please wait up :-( I want to talk to you so badly, miss miss.

#7: Bad thoughts kills me more at night.

I need to........ stop thinking so much. It's unhealthy yet at the same time I need to act like I'm fine. Fucking hell. Hate myself. I NEED TO TOLERATE I NEED TO SWALLOW IT DOWN. I NEED TO STOP THINKING. I NEED TO ACT LIKE IM FINE I FUCKING NEED TO. OH GOD WHY ISIT SO HARD TO ACT LIKE IM FINE WHY OH WHY IM DYING REALLY DYING. I WANT A BREAK A RATHER LONG ONE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FEELING SO AWFUL LIKE REALLY. 

I should just keep it to myself. I really don't want to burden others.