#7: Bad thoughts kills me more at night.

I need to........ stop thinking so much. It's unhealthy yet at the same time I need to act like I'm fine. Fucking hell. Hate myself. I NEED TO TOLERATE I NEED TO SWALLOW IT DOWN. I NEED TO STOP THINKING. I NEED TO ACT LIKE IM FINE I FUCKING NEED TO. OH GOD WHY ISIT SO HARD TO ACT LIKE IM FINE WHY OH WHY IM DYING REALLY DYING. I WANT A BREAK A RATHER LONG ONE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FEELING SO AWFUL LIKE REALLY. 

I should just keep it to myself. I really don't want to burden others.